December 2011
129 posts
Dear followers
I kind of lost intrest in Tumblr. Maybe I’ll come back in 1 hour, maybe in 21 days or maybe never.
But for now -
Happy New Year to everyone!
35851) I really have no clue if I'm normal or fat....
Lost almost 1 kg since yesterday! think it’s do to a massive amount of tea and oranges.. Proberbly just water weight and I’ll gain it all back by tomorrow..
But I don’t care, cuz I saw a magic number on the scale this morning and I’m very happy! :)
I don’t wanna be fat for the rest of my life..
I don’t like it when I lay in bed at night, just im my undies and a t-shirt, and I can feel my thighs touching.. Or when I wake up, walk to the bathroom and I can feel them rubbing against each other.. That feeling of fat and naked skin sticking together makes my disgusted with my self..
The irony in this?
When I looked in the mirror this morning, I could almost see a full thigh gap.....
I made myself vomit with succes for the first time last night.. Just woke up this morning and it still burns in my throat..
Note to self: Don’t do it again!
I’m 24 years old and the longest relationship I’ve had lasted almost a year.. For every christmas, birthday and anniversary he would get me perfume.. At the end of the relationship I had a collection of over 16 different types of perfume..
Still sick with the flu, but going back to work tomorrow.. I’m losing my mind being home alone all day and not doing anything but watching tv and scrolling tumblr.. I also have a lot of christmas gift’s left to buy, so maybe I’ll leave work early and get that done..
About the weight.. I don’t know.. Together with the flu, I also got my period, which always makes me gain...
